Reflections on my return to the IDF

I understood that the war that began on October 7, 2023 would not be over quickly. I knew that just as the Covid 19 restrictions on tourism were becoming a distant and bad memory, our industry was about to take another major hit. What I didn’t know was what I would be doing during the war.  

The war was a reminder of why I initially moved to Israel. Even before deciding to become a guide, I wanted to become an Israeli soldier, and so I did. My mandatory period of service ended in 2011, but the events of October 7th led to many retired soldiers to volunteer for reserve service. 

After contacting a platoon commander who was still active, an old army buddy and I started the bureaucratic process which was a bit more tedious than expected, but ultimately resulted in us being accepted back to our reserve battalion.  

What I thought would be about 1 month, turned into nearly 5 months. I had no expectations putting on the IDF uniform after over a decade, but I feel satisfied knowing that I played a role in the overall effort. 

I was actually elated to be part of our army again. The brotherhood… the feeling that you are making a contribution and in a way returning to my more youthful “glory days”, but it wasn’t always easy. The army is not meant to be easy.

On leave I would get off the train in Jerusalem, make my way down to the Machaneh Yehuda market where I felt the embrace of the Israeli nation being greeted with words like “may G-d protect you”…”thank you”… “here soldier, take these vegetables”… all gave me strength. 

On November 20 I turned in my rifle, other gear, and was released from reserve duty. Despite the tragic events that led to myself so many other of us older guys returning to serve, I know that I am privileged to live in era in which the Jewish people have a country and an army again. We should never take that for granted. History teaches us that we cannot afford to…

Jonathan Cutler

Since 2002 Jonathan has been leading various groups and individuals on tours throughout Israel. In 2003 and 2004 parallel to his work as a guide, he was involved in research at a Jerusalem based think tank and his expertise has been cited and published in American Law Journals regarding Israeli security issues and international law.

A man wearing sunglasses in front of a building in jerusalem.